• Impractical_Island@lemmy.worldOP
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          1 day ago

          No, if I spent the time making pretty things, that would take sway from the authenticity of being schizoaffective and playing an autobiographical character, cuz I’m a juggler and this is performance art.

          I want your dumbass to do what it can’t help but do, which you’re going to do right now. :)

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              Oh wait, you’re a different person. I’m sorry. Everyone looks the same to me from my perspective. God fucks with me too.

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                  Sorry I’m the way I am. I’m being manipulated by my life partner and his family and maybe the whole town, so I’m by default on high alert. I’m bipolar type so I’m prone to being capricious and ruining my life every which way on a whim.

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                    8 hours ago

                    You are NOT being manipulated by anyone. You are mentally ill and need help. Put down the nonsense books you’re looking for answers in, lay off the conspiracy websites, and go sit in the grass.

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              I don’t believe you, because you started this conversation criticizing me for things I do out of my problems but deflect into it being performance art so I don’t go kill myself for being so God damn inferior to the average person that they always start shit by reflecting on how inferior I am by their normative standards set forth by the culture that bequeathed them.

              That’s what it’s like, being schizoaffective, if you didn’t know. Of course, I’m talking to God now, as only He is really listening to what I say every day.

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                I’m sorry sir/madam or they, I only wished to support you. I saw the other people criticizimg and down voting you and knew I could relate. Both to being criticized and being schizoeffective (depressive type btw). I hope your day or night goes well.