The stability tricks me into thinking it wasn’t so bad before was it? Than I remember the sleepless nights and the copious amount of drugs I’d have to take to just sleep or shut it off for a moment. Also how aggregated and aggressive I’d become. Push my body and my mind until they popped.
Certainly don’t miss those bits. Mine was more frequent and not as serve, so it really helped me get things done and went unnoticed. Than one got really bad and it wasn’t fun anymore. Decided I couldn’t live like this anymore.
Happy I made the change, but still a struggle to keep to it. But the people around me really like the new me and I don’t put everyone on edge anymore. That’s important to me.
The stability tricks me into thinking it wasn’t so bad before was it? Than I remember the sleepless nights and the copious amount of drugs I’d have to take to just sleep or shut it off for a moment. Also how aggregated and aggressive I’d become. Push my body and my mind until they popped.
Certainly don’t miss those bits. Mine was more frequent and not as serve, so it really helped me get things done and went unnoticed. Than one got really bad and it wasn’t fun anymore. Decided I couldn’t live like this anymore.
Happy I made the change, but still a struggle to keep to it. But the people around me really like the new me and I don’t put everyone on edge anymore. That’s important to me.